Redeem yourself

有些人是為了重獲自由,有些人是為了忘卻哀愁,有些人盲目,有些人只想尋找答案但卻寄託在無關緊要的人身上。外面是陰冷的天,屋子內的一切生物都在‘逃竄’,我們在僅有的空間內無限延伸,無心的傾斜,始料未及的扭曲,正因四維空間沒有所謂的固定,事態發展總是超過人們的內心預料,有人會覺得這正是生活裡的驚喜,但有多少故事逐漸變成可怕的夢魘,你為沒有在這故事裡而感到難過,但你又因你在這故事裡而成為不了你想要的那個角色而感到失落。於是,人內心的極限慢慢被擴大,忍受的極限,承受的極限,雖然心臟不會開口說話,可它振幅的頻率能讓你明白此時此刻你是安穩祥和還是緊繃不安,還有一種極限就是無下限,任何事情都有隱形的限圈,到達金黃色時是快樂的極致,但當它逐漸變成橘黃,事態發展超出最佳呈現,是我們睜著眼看著自己的放縱和無所顧忌事後影響的衝動。人類能主宰什麼呢?我們連自己都無法管控友善,還是不要太妄自菲薄,還是為自己活就好,這世界的冰冷很多時候真的超過你的想像,人們說保持積極的心態,一個時常掛著微笑的人會帶來好運,人們說幸福會來到:‘你要相信’,人們說光明會戰勝黎明前的黑暗…我們一直以來所做的努力有增無減,我們在夜晚沈睡,在白天對抗,我們與地心引力作鬥爭,我們和自己作鬥爭,我們要生存,我們還要活的有模有樣,我們交往,我們從陌生人到朋友再到愛人最後又回到陌生,我們每個人都是瘋子,執著於自己的執著,放不下那些放不下的事,又是許久的兜兜轉轉,希望我們不會到生命盡頭時才恍然大悟自己世界裡生命的可貴,停止貪婪和執念,停止自私和不屑,接受你屬於你自己的現實,接受現實是殘酷的事實,接受被雨淋被風吹,然後擁抱和愛自己。

Some are looking for freedom, some are looking to forget their sorrows, some are blind, some are just looking for answers but are pinning them on people who don’t matter. It was a cold and gloomy day outside, and all the creatures in the house were ‘on the run’. We stretch out infinitely in the little space available to us, tilting unintentionally, twisting unexpectedly. Precisely because there is no such thing as a fixed four-dimensional space, things always develop beyond our innermost expectations. Some may find it a surprise in life, but how many stories turn into horrible nightmares. You feel sad that you are not in this story, but you also feel a loss that you are not the character you want to be in this story. As a result, the limits of the human heart are slowly expanded, the limits of what one can endure, the extremes of what one can bear. Although your heart doesn’t speak, the frequency of its amplitude can tell you whether you are stable and peaceful or tense at the moment. There is another kind of limit which is no lower limit, everything has an invisible limit circle. The ultimate in happiness when it reaches the golden hue, but as it turns orange, things go beyond the best presentation, as we watch our own indulgence and impulse to ignore the aftermath. What can mankind dominate? We can’t even control ourselves in a friendly way. It’s better not to underestimate yourself, but to live for yourself. The coldness of this world often exceeds your imagination. People say keep a positive mind, a person who always wears a smile will bring good luck, they say that happiness will come: ‘You have to believe’, and say that light will overcome the darkness before the dawn…Our efforts have been increasing unabated. We sleep in the night, we fight in the day, we struggle against gravity, we struggle against ourselves. We want to survive, we still want to live decently. We associate, we go from strangers to friends to lovers and finally back to strangers. Each of us is a madman, clinging to our obsessions, unable to let go of those things that can’t be let go of. It’s been a long time of going around and around again. Hope we will not realize the value of life in our world only at the end of our lives. Stop greed and obsession, stop selfishness and disdain. Accept that you belong to your own reality, accept the fact that reality is cruel, accept being rained on and blown by the wind, and then embrace and love yourself.

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🦢 Tally the different traces of life blooming. Chinese cherubs in Sydney.

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